Tuesday, August 23, 2011

nail crack

I'm diggin this nail polish... aren't you???? I'm going to get more nail crack lol asap!!!
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Monday, May 16, 2011


I have been going through alot of emotions lately-  If you read my blog a few blogs ago you will know that I have been feeling like I have lost myself.  Which is true... I have been fighting this feeling for a little while now and its been killing me.  I have a smile on my face but I cry on my drive home from work or when I am alone in the shower or my room. 

I was actually reading this thing about birthdays and one thing that the book said was this:  basically I am a free spirited person- true, I am happy and open about things other ppl aren't- true, and I don't do well with rules, being tied down and something about its hard for me to choose one things to do- TRUE!!!!!!!

It is such a blessing to be a creative person BUT yes in my case a curse LOL... & I say that not in a negative way but in a light heated way.  I have so many ideas of what I want to do and  its like my mind is spinning 1000+ miles per second-  WHAT can a person do with that???  But today when I was driving home I came up with a plan... I am sorry I can not mention what this plan is because I need to work it out and normally I have this problem where I talk to much about what I am doing so... step 1 keep my mouth shut!!!

SO wish me luck on this new plan of keeping me focused to complete all my tasks!  ACTUALLY pray... prayer would be wonderful!

xo renee

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

H&M Commercial

Found this on you tube... it is an H&M commercial in Europe. I kind of like it for some reason even though I am not sure what they are selling in it. I must say that one of my most favorite super models Daria is falling so effortlessly.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

i lost myself... but Im trying to get back

Food for thought about myself...

I don't know about anybody else but I am 25 now.... eeekk 5 more years and I will be 30 shheesh time flys.... and when I was younger I thought 25 was old and I thought that when I was 25 my life would be different then it is now.

You know the life where you have love, a career job with good pay, and maybe starting a family or living in NYC.  BUT noppppe that's not my life....   Instead my LOVE life is pretty much a roller coaster, my CAREER job is  working in Los Angeles for a designer who doesn't pay to well and doing freelance work... aka not steady, I don't have kids because I some how don't have that female mothering feeling that most girls get, and instead of  NYC I am in  LA!...

Now you may think... ohhh Renee that's not that bad of a life!!!!  And its not-- don't get me wrong my life is exciting, believe me there are new and interesting things all the time. I am that girl who flys like the wind as my mother says!

I wonder to myself,  is it better to be business minded then creative?   To know what kind of career path you want to have... and have that drive that keeps you going. Or is a creative mind better because you have a free spirit.    If you know me at all you know I am def a free spirit... and with that I cant complain to much because being this way has brought me great things in life and has helped me grow and learn new things.  But it makes it hard for me to really narrow down what is the right career path for me.  I have so many things I am interested in that it seriously drives me crazy trying to figure out what I am meant to be doing.  Sometimes I wish I could be like my business minded friends who know what they want and they stay on that track.

Before LA I thought I knew what I wanted but being here for 5 years I feel that I lost myself and who I thought I wanted to be/do.  Los Angeles is a tough town when you are not from here and you either find yourself or lose yourself here.  I think I have lost myself more then found myself...   A friend said to me the other day--- What happened to the girl who had all these ideas and dreams??    I said I lost that girl.

I know my life is exciting... I have had wonderful opportunities that alot of ppl don't get and for that I am truly grateful!  But I want to make good money, travel, create something, model and what I want most is for doors to open and stop being bolted shut or slamming in my face.  What I need is to feel inspired again.

I am not that girl that dreams of being married and starting a family.... I am the girl who wants to live free and dream.  I want to see the world and learn, I want to have a exciting career and not be talked down to.  What I need is to get back to that girl I was before I moved to Los Angeles...



Monday, March 21, 2011

hazel irene: Dancing with the stars!

hazel irene: Dancing with the stars!

Dancing with the stars!

So I am watching Dancing with the stars for like the 1st time ever!!!   They have some pretty good stars dancing this year... like Kendra, Wendy ((( how u doinnn))), & Romeoooo aka little Romeo!

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

on set for TYRAS new web series!!

So Tyra Banks has a new web series coming out about how to dress any size! They haven't said when it will air yet, but. everyone should look out for it cause the stylists are giving out some really good tips!

Im not aloud to take pictures of whats going on buuuuttt u can see what were doing as there shooting. Hahah

1. One of the producers is on her computer
2. Me bored, waiting to change someone lol
3. Me sitting in the changing room with most of the clothes & as u can see my feet chillaxin!


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Sunday, February 20, 2011

Feather Me!!!

So I know most of you who really know me know that I am sorta a HiPpIe! Im free spirited, go with the flow kind of girl.  So what better to represent a free spirited go with the flow kind of girl the FEATHERS!  Thats right I said FEATHERS... I am all about these suckers lol,  infact I loved them way before they became the new "IT" thing to get!

I actually love all kinds of feathers and not just 1~ Long, short, medium, peacock, cream, printed, fat, skinney.

So this past week when I was in Vegas, I had actually gotten a feather hair piece in!  LOVE IT btw... and Friday when I was at work one of my wonderful regulars aka blogger Romy (check her blog out at http://www.romyraves.com/) came in and said that she loved my feather piece.  She was actually having someone come to her house later that day to get some put in herself.  I told her that I have been looking for these things all over the place. Sooo being the wonderful person that she is... she told me about Feather-headz ( feather hair peices) & Yolanda Jo (http://www.shopyojo.com/) she does the earings! 

Hi my name is Renee and I am addicted to FEATHERS! lol

If you are feeling free then check out Feather-headz and shopyojo!  Google it if you are having a hard time finding it!!


Wednesday, February 16, 2011


Those 3 people in that booth over there are hardcore lookyloose... as u can see the one lady is looking over at us!!
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VEGAS!!! for work and play...

Advice: dont work tradeshows unless you are getting paid or if that is your job!!

Feb 13 to 16 magic, project, pool!

Alittle recap of my time here.... I worked magic and project only. Didnt get to walk around that much, buuuttt from what I did see there are some cute things comin out. Delicate jewlery, long skirts, feathers for your hair and graphic tees are going to be hott in the up coming seasons!!!

Oh and on to the nightlife... the new cosmopalitan hotel opened up and the newest hotspot club Marquee was HOT!! Valentines night I went over there with a few girls... stood inline for almost 2 hrs.. the kardashian clan was there to host the party. We didnt stay long cause we were tired from being in the long line for most of the night!

But... there is good news, I tried the club again tue night and yes there was a line but it went sooo much faster. You have to take a elevator all the way up... there are a few rooms in this club... the main room where the DJs are spinning all sorts of music, there is a huge out door patio with 2 bars and a pool, a hip hop room... which reminds me of a strip club feel hhaha, and the library room which is real chill, in there you can find pool tables couches and a private bar!

This is my little evaluation for the time being here, I was a "intern" and I say that cause interns dont usually get paid so why did I volenteer to do it you ask... well to get a break from my normal job and to go out in vegas duuhh!!! But next time... trust... no more working for free!!!

Peace & love
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Thursday, January 27, 2011


Bible Verse
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Tuesday, January 25, 2011

daily word

Bible Verse
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Monday, January 17, 2011

true that!

Too many guys think I’m a concept, or I complete them, or I’m gonna make them alive. But I’m just a fucked-up girl who’s lookin’ for my own peace of mind; don’t assign me yours….

the factory girl

I may be good for you… but the question…is are you good for me? How do you choose? What do you do? I don’t want to be the one who teaches you about love, compassion, life, etc. I don’t want to be the one that you learn the lessons with. I’m girl they learn with, loose, but will always love and want back. Romantic yes…but do I choose to continue this beautiful tragedy or to live differently? I want you to have had your heart broken… lived life… humbled and and enlighted by the world and love… Then find me… and never let go… I want to be out smarted… out witted… and out lived.. I want to get schooled about love in the end… Cause I’ll never end my gaming ways till then…

megan... ur blog is awesome if you read this im stealin some good stuff! xx


who agrees with me that this sounds like me... say yep!!

Saturday, January 15, 2011

soul mate...

"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master..."

— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Is christmas really over??

I cant believe I was home 6 months ago and then another 6 months came and gone. Christmas once seemed so far away!!! My two weeks at home were full of family and friends, laughter and fun! Gifts this year were really good... given and recieved! Also I got to see some unexpected old friends, saw cousins I havent seen in a while and learned that some ppl were way different then I thought!!!

Baraboo party was great and new year days party was interesting!

Pics are up on my FB page, I will add some more when I get into LA! Which will be today cause i am sitting at the airport now! BAM!!!! Hahaha

Im out...

Blog ya later....

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